2004-11-18 [Kurai Tenma]: Okay, ENOUGH! Drop it already. If you would ignore the fact that he said it, and believe the fact that he said he left, then you wouldn't still be in this delimma.

2004-11-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *sits on cold floor and sighs* ......................... *lays back and closes her eyes*.......I miss the old days.......

2004-11-18 [Beyond the Surface]: Hey, You guys really need to cut her a break, She has been going through alot lately, some of her stupid friends have been doing drugs and changing, and she cant help them anymore, (even though they dont even deserve her as a friend) she tried hard. speaking of which is chelsea still ignoring you?

2004-11-18 [Kurai Tenma]: I was talking to them all. Everyone needs to ignore everything that happened yesterday. We'd be better off.

2004-11-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: Yes, It would be better if we all forgot.........

2004-11-22 [vash_159]: so what's everyone been up to lately? i really really miss you Dee, i love you so much.

2004-11-23 [Kurai Tenma]: can always count on him to say that.

2004-11-23 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *thinks i know i can* I'm really freaked out right now....This guy named Seth had a sesiure during my 2 hr.....we were evactuated to the hallway (just my class ofcorse) and like 3 ppl called the police on their cell phones. It was so scary....he let out this gasp/moan.....then he fell to the (after hitting his head, twice on the chair) I had to keep cool and hold it all in until now cus my friend Heather started to cry and totaly freak.......it was so scary....*shivers*

2004-11-23 [Kurai Tenma]: Ouch.  That would utterly suck... I'm so glad I haven't been in that situation.

2004-11-24 [vash_159]: yeah that would be hecka scary, is he doin okay?

2004-11-25 [Rain Kissed Angel]: thats the worst part, since it was on the last day of school, no one (well i dont atleast) knows how he is doing..i hope he is ok.

2004-11-29 [Kurai Tenma]: Wow... that's really bad. Word will get around though. He should end up fine. Normally, they don't hurt people too badly. Mere bruises from the spasms.

2004-11-29 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah, he was at school today, he said he didnt remember a thing...

2004-11-30 [Kurai Tenma]: He probably never will.

2004-11-30 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah....

2004-12-01 [Kurai Tenma]: It's how it goes. It's really wierd, but it's probably a good thing that he doesn't remember.

2004-12-01 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *to Dillon* I need to talk to you...it is urgent...and I'm sorry......

2004-12-08 [vash_159]: i'm back, you never have to be sorry about anything to me. i love you so much and i've missed you more than anything

2004-12-08 [Rain Kissed Angel]: this is going to be so hard to do.............dillon......I.....i only love you as a friend.....while you were gone, i did miss you.....but i realized....that my love for you is only that of a friend.......and....I'm so sorry......*crys* I know you are going to hate me so much....but we have to break up......I can't allow you to keep loving me when i can only return the love of a friend......i'm so sorry.......I............

2004-12-09 [vash_159]: as i have said before i will never hate you and i realize that you have every right to only love me as a friend i was gone so long i wasnt there for you when you needed me and that rips me apart inside to know that i let you down i dont blame you for anything because it's my fault. i still love you and that wont change.

2004-12-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: No, that isn't true, Its not your fault...it's mine....I am still in love with Andrew, I've told you that before and I knew that we wouldn't make it, but I wanted to atleast try, knowing that I would end up hurting you......I'm so sorry

2004-12-10 [vash_159]: there's always people we cant stop loving, trust me i know but if i tried harder it would have helped i didnt want to hurt you ither

2004-12-10 [Rain Kissed Angel]: you never hurt me....never...I only hurt because i know I hurt you.....

2004-12-11 [vash_159]: i dont want you to hurt on my account

2004-12-11 [Beyond the Surface]: A little late for that, ain't it?

2004-12-11 [Rain Kissed Angel]: but I do...and even if i could help it, i would want to.....I deserve it....I shouldn't have let you get so close to me, and I to you....I told you before we started going out that I knew I was going to end up hurting you.....I went out with you bacause I thought I could get away of that knowladge, and I'd maybe be free of andrew.....but deep down i knew that wouldn't happen.......I actually think I wanted for you to hate me....It would have been easier for you to let go...eventhough it would have hurt me even more.....you would have been better off that way.....

2004-12-12 [vash_159]: i would rather be in pain from loosing you then hating you, even though it hurt's so much i'm so glad that we were so close i loved being close to more than anything and i wouldnt trade it for anything. i dont want you to hurt, if there's anything you want me to do to ease the pain tell me i dont want you to hurt.

2004-12-12 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs you tightly* there is nothing you can do excpt hold me right now....You are not the one who caused me any pain....I was.....me and Andrew.....I hate him because I still love him so much......now, it seems that I am incapable of loving anyone else forever and not hurting them....

2004-12-13 [vash_159]: i miss you so much

2004-12-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *closes her eyes* I miss you too....

2004-12-13 [vash_159]: wonder where [Kurai Tenma] is he's always helpfull

2004-12-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *smiles slightly and hugs you tightly* Yeah....

2004-12-13 [vash_159]: it's weird i'm alway's looking to other people for advise

2004-12-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: well, I guess you're just the type of person who would ask for directions when you get lost....(that is a good thing)

2004-12-13 [vash_159]: i'm so lost right now.

2004-12-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *holds your hand* me too....I'm sorry I'm putting you through this....

2004-12-13 [vash_159]: dont worry bout it it's not your fault, and i know it cant be easy one you ither

2004-12-14 [Malidar]: So stop talking about it already. You love him, just as a friend. He loves, and doesn't want you hurt. Be friends, have fun, and shut up already.

2004-12-14 [vash_159]: Damn it when did you get back, leave again and dont come back this time

2004-12-14 [Malidar]: I never left. I was just making you feel content. Ofcourse I'm right though. Just talk privately about this. The people here to worship all that is [Rain Kissed Angel] cannot do so properly with you two(2) going on like this.

2004-12-14 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I don't want to be "worshiped." I'm not a god or anyone special, They just made this wiki for me to show me how much they cared for me. I don't exspect anything from them but a nice hellow everyonce in a while.

2004-12-14 [Malidar]: Well then, hellow [Rain Kissed Angel].

2004-12-14 [vash_159]: your special to me, the most special person actually and i mean that in a good way.

2004-12-14 [Malidar]: I'm special in a special way.

2004-12-15 [Kurai Tenma]: ... right.

2004-12-15 [Rain Kissed Angel]: (to dillon) thank you....You are very special to me also...*hugs you tightly*

2004-12-15 [vash_159]: (to Dee) *hugs back* i miss you lots you doing okay?

2004-12-15 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *wraps her arms around your neck smileing* Actually, I've been smiling all day. ^_^ We had our Concert (choir) Yesterday. ^_^ kat brang me flowers, and I gave half of them away (roses) and We were magnificent!! Aww, You should have been there, It was so beautiful ^_^ So, I'm doing Pretty well for once...there is just a few things missing in my life right now...*thinks of dad* adn a few things that I dont need -_-' But I'm doing alright. How about yourself sweetie?

2004-12-16 [vash_159]: i'm doing ok were watching movies in some classes so no work to do, i really wish i could have been there to see you i'm sure you were the best :)

2004-12-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *smiles slightly* It was magnificent.....

2004-12-16 [vash_159]: if i could have been there trust me i would have

2004-12-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: .....i know

2004-12-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I was in a car accident today. but don't worry I'm all in one peice. I just have a bad head injury and I was shaken up a bit. but I'm ok...I think...I have a really bad headache though. and mom says she might take me back up to the hospital to get some x-rays.

2004-12-22 [Kurai Tenma]: Eek, not good.

2004-12-22 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah, I'm in pain, but alive none the less. I gtg, I really need to try and get some sleep....I've had a very lonnggggg day. nighty night.

2004-12-23 [vash_159]: *holds you close* hope you get better real soon, love ya.

2004-12-23 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *wraps her arms around you and kisses you on the nose* Ok. ^_^ Thankx.

2004-12-24 [vash_159]: *snuggles you to death* i miss you lotz

2004-12-24 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *smiles and snuggles back* I miss you tooo ^.^

2004-12-25 [Malidar]: You can't smile and snuggle back. He snuggled you to death....

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ That's ok. I have eight lives left *purrs* I got a kitty collar for X-mas ^_^ I bought it myself ^_^ I got kat one too.

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: It has a little bell ^_^

2004-12-26 [vash_159]: i like bells and collar's

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: Maybe someone should put a collar on you if you like them so much. Just make sure it's real tight.

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ Maybe I'll get you a collar for x-mas next year *wink*

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: Why would you get me anything?

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heheh, I was talking to Dillon

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: Oh, I see.... *sigh*

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *covers your eyes* Oh, now do you?

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: *moves his head away* Yes, I do. *walks away*

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: Fine, be that way. Poopie head

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: Fine, I will! Doodie Doo Do-Thing!

2004-12-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ok ^_^

2004-12-26 [Malidar]: º¿º

2004-12-30 [vash_159]: *waves bye forever to malidar* bye, how have you been doin lately love?

2004-12-31 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I'm ok I guess, A little worried and sad about what is happening in Asia. The death count is just under 119,000, 1/3 of them being helpless children......*frowns* those poor kids....

2005-01-01 [vash_159]: i wish there was no war and killing, if that went away there would be mostly peace

2005-01-03 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah, that would be nice......*sigh*......me and dad got into a huge fight....I hate him so much....

2005-01-04 [vash_159]: you ok? i hope your ok.

2005-01-04 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ...he didn't hit me....but the screaming hurt just as much......

2005-01-06 [vash_159]: believe it or not i know exactley how you feel, i had all the same stuff in the past the hitting the yelling all of it.

2005-01-06 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i hate my dad.........

2005-01-07 [Malidar]: I do not appreciate you waving bye forever to me, [vash_159]. Besides, I'm not here for you. I'm here to talk with a friend of mine. If you have an issue with that, then just ignore my posts.

2005-01-08 [vash_159]: i dont like him ither i wish he would leave or somthing of that sence

2005-01-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah.....or just die.....that would work too.....

2005-01-09 [Malidar]: Do you really want that?

2005-01-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: (fyi: we were talking about my dad) and yes.

2005-01-09 [Malidar]: (FYI: I know) I just wanted to be sure...

2005-01-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ heh

2005-01-10 [vash_159]: i know how this may sound but heard it off a move and it sounded convincing, although he may not deserver a second chance it dosnt mean he shouldnt have one. me personally i think it's crap it just sounded good in the movie. although i like to think there are second chances or else i dont know if i would be back togather with you because if i didnt believe in them i would have probly never logged on after that day. oh and malider i dont want you to comment on anythnig i write unless i address it to you thx.

2005-01-10 [Rain Kissed Angel]: he has had plenty of chances.......*hugz* he has had all my life

2005-01-10 [Malidar]: You did address it to me. And it's Malidar. Names are capitalized. You addressed it to me, and that last one to me also. Do not speak to me, or of me at all. I do not like you, and I do not want anything to do with you. Now I'm being nice, so please, stop right now. Do not reply to this message.

2005-01-14 [vash_159]: malidar malidar malidar malidar SEE SEE I DONT CARE ABOUT GRAMMER :p i love you Dee

2005-01-14 [Malidar]: So you do want to speak with me. I thought so. What does the little pos have to say to me?

2005-01-14 [Rain Kissed Angel]: .....if you guys don't stop fighting you wont hear from me ever again...and I mean it....this is really pissing me off, I won't stand for it, I have enough shit to be depressed about I don't need you two behaving like 3 year olds.

2005-01-19 [vash_159]: i'm sorry i apolagise, the very last thing i want to do is hurt you in any way i'm sorry.

2005-01-19 [Kurai Tenma]: That is why people say guys cannot grow up as fast as girls. They like their empty words, vain babblings, and endless quarrels. Maturity shows that you ignore such things and continue on as though it never were said

2005-01-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: It is ok Dillon. And you are very correct about that Josh.

2005-01-22 [Malidar]: You're both wrong, but we'll just let it go.

2005-01-22 [Rain Kissed Angel]: do you want to buy a monkey?

2005-01-22 [Malidar]: No thanks.

2005-01-24 [vash_159]: I DO, monkey's are the greatest

2005-01-25 [Kurai Tenma]: You sound like my sister... that's all she talks about is buying a monkey.

2005-01-26 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ heheh, It is a game my friend taught me, well I'm sure I've learned it b4 but it was fun ^_^'

2005-01-28 [Kurai Tenma]: Yeah, I've heard of it.

2005-02-03 [vash_159]: i'm so out of the loop on this one :P

2005-02-04 [Kurai Tenma]: don't feel bad.

2005-03-01 [vash_159]: K NO BAD FEELING FROM ME

2005-03-01 [Kurai Tenma]: Lol.

2005-03-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: a lil update on me: I've been horrible, I've been cutting myself (again) and I've been getting sick alot. I'm not allowed online anymore bacause of my fucking dad......I'm slipping......and I ned help....and if i don't get the type of help i need soon............I'm not as strong as some people think.....I can't hold on living this way much longer.....

2005-03-10 [vash_159]: i think your stronger then you think and even we think, your not the type of person to give up so easily you have been hanging on for so long it would be so much of a waste to just give up now. although it seems there is only bad there will always be good somewhere sometime and that little good is so much of a reason to go on living, it wont be bad forever and when it's all good you will be so happy. if your feeling confused or anything at any time think of anything that you love anything that's good and you can get through, i know you can.

2005-03-10 [Kurai Tenma]: I agree with that fully. As long as you look ahead, and see what your going to become for going through these hard times. It WILL strengthen you, and it will help you go through life so much easier. Believe me, you can make it. If you really want one-on-one help, message me, call me, whatever. (304) 546-5997

2005-03-11 [vash_159]: we will do whatever it takes to help you, because we love you SOOOOOO MUCH expecially ME :D

2005-03-11 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs you both and gives each of you a kiss (Atmostrata on the cheek, dillons on the lips ^_^)* thankx guys I love you guys so much, I donb't know what I'd do w/o you 2. *kisses dillon again*

2005-03-15 [vash_159]: woot kisses ^^ i love kisses, and we will always be here for you

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ I love kissn' you ^_^ *hugs everyone* thanks guys...I love you all.

2005-03-17 [vash_159]: and i love getting kissed by you, and we all LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAY'S WILL

2005-03-17 [Kurai Tenma]: Man, that so sounds like me.

2005-03-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ I love you guys sooooooooooo much ^_^

2005-03-18 [Kurai Tenma]: ^^

2005-03-19 [vash_159]: am i turning into [Kurai Tenma]?

2005-03-19 [Rain Kissed Angel]: Heheheheh I hope not! *hugs her dillon and playfully toys with his hair*

2005-03-20 [Hsiu]: Ahh... Dee. You two are still together. That's good.. that's good...

2005-03-24 [vash_159]: of course, togather forever

2005-03-28 [Hsiu]: I'm proud of you two. My dear recently left me... So I'm sorry if I sound like a bum.

2005-03-28 [vash_159]: i'm so sorry to hear that, if there's anything we can do just let us know and we will do it.

2005-03-31 [Rain Kissed Angel]: oh no!! * hugs Hsiu*  Why the hell did she do that!!!! that idiot! aughhh!! *hugs you tighter* do you wanna talk about it??? *is sooo sorry to hear that*

2005-04-01 [vash_159]: *hesitates to hug Hsiu for akward reasons but hugs him anyway* it's gonna be ok

2005-04-03 [Hsiu]: Haha, its alright. You dont gotta hug me. I think I'll be alright... Healing. IT'll take some time but hopefully I'll heal.

2005-04-05 [vash_159]: to late you got hugged anyway. all wounds heal to some extent it's up to you to on how far that extent goes.

2005-04-05 [Kurai Tenma]: lol. I said it sounded like me, didn't say you turning into me, Vash.

2005-04-05 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *trys to hide her giggles* ........ahhahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahha.....ok I'm better. You guys are so funny. I loves you both! *cuddles Dillon*

2005-04-07 [vash_159]: *cuddles back* phew for a second i was getting scared there

2005-04-07 [Kurai Tenma]: I'm sexy and funny and smart and good at lying, so it's nothing to be scared of...

2005-04-08 [vash_159]: i was only getting scared of loosing my originality.

2005-04-10 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ that wouldn't be good. I love you just the way you are. *pulls dillon close and gently kisses him on the lips, allowing her toung to slide over his* mmmm....*smiles*

2005-04-10 [vash_159]: so much for PG rating hahhah

2005-04-11 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heh, I prefer R and beyond. *wink* I miss you.

2005-04-12 [vash_159]: i miss you to soooooo much, how are you doing?

2005-04-12 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I've been better, but I'm still breathing. Oh, one of my poems, ,i>Cry of the Night</i>, is in the semi finals in a poetry contest. ^_^ antoday I won a medal for "outstanding achievement and perticipation if Family and Consumer science" a food and sewing class. today was really weird......it was like a day from someone elses life, it was too good to be one of mine. well that is just at school, anyhow, things at home aren't really any different. How are you doing?

2005-04-13 [vash_159]: congratz i'm proud of you, maby this is the point where everything starts to come togather. i've been doing alright except for the fact that i miss you more then anything and want to be with your every minute of every day, i love you so much. other them missing you to death i've been doing alright i guess.

2005-04-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ^_^ Thankx, I miss you too, so terribly much. I love you.Oh and I need your # again....*lost it* It has seemed to disapear...heh*scratches her head dorkishly* ^_^''

2005-04-13 [vash_159]: heh it's ok, can i get your again to? *scratches head looks down and slightly laughs*

2005-04-13 [vash_159]: heh it's ok, can i get your again to? *scratches head looks down and slightly laughs* it's 541-979-6876

2005-04-14 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heh, yeah *hugs* it's 636-980-3131  ^_^

2005-04-15 [vash_159]: ^^ thx, i LOVE YOU so much. wonder where everyone else is?

2005-04-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: hummmm *flashes you a kinky smile* it looks as if were all alone....*giggles* I love you too.

2005-04-18 [vash_159]: you know how it goes all alone then BOOM someone's there

2005-04-18 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yeah, that pisses me off....humm...but while their not here *wraps her arms around your neck and stares deeply into your eyes* I sure wish you were on right now :(

2005-04-20 [Kurai Tenma]: :P

2005-04-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ahhh! *smiles innocently* heh, we weren't doing anything ^_^''' heh, >,< How are you doing?

2005-04-20 [vash_159]: HEY HE'S BACK!!! HOW YA BEEN?

2005-04-20 [Rain Kissed Angel]: heh, yeah. how've ya been?

2005-04-21 [Kurai Tenma]: Lol. I dont' care what you do... in public or out... besides.. online isn't the best way.

2005-04-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *laughs and hugs josh*

2005-04-21 [Kurai Tenma]: *hugs back* Just speaking the truth. More fun in person. ^^

2005-04-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: i gtg bye

2005-04-22 [Kurai Tenma]: buh bye

2005-04-22 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ,< thats an old comment

2005-04-28 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I'm such a heartless ho

2005-05-17 [Hsiu]: Whaa...? Errmm... You deleted the whole name thing? ::points up::

2005-05-17 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ....*stares at the ground* the truth lies within myself, not within the shadows or reflection you may see of me...

2005-06-14 [Kurai Tenma]: nah... I dunno bout the heartless part. ^^

2005-06-15 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *sighs*

2005-06-27 [Kurai Tenma]: *Huggles*

2005-06-27 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs back*

2005-07-24 [Kurai Tenma]: yay!

2005-07-24 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *slightly smiles*

2005-07-30 [Kurai Tenma]: only slightly

2005-08-02 [Rain Kissed Angel]: yes, only slightly ^_^'''

2005-08-02 [Kurai Tenma]: dang.

2005-08-02 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *smiles a bit more* well hw are you?

2005-08-02 [Kurai Tenma]: sleepy... going to bed I'm so tired.

2005-08-02 [Rain Kissed Angel]: meh ^_^ alright then, good night and sweet dreams. Be safe

2005-08-02 [Kurai Tenma]: i will. ^^

2005-08-02 [Rain Kissed Angel]: nighy nigh *smiles softly and hugs*

2005-08-02 [Kurai Tenma]: ^^

2005-08-03 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ...meh....I haave new pics up...read my diary the links in there

2005-08-07 [Kurai Tenma]: ok

2005-08-07 [Rain Kissed Angel]: <<.>> *IS STILL UBER FUGLY THO*

2005-08-10 [Kurai Tenma]: nah. cute

2005-08-10 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ....don't ever say that -_-;;;;

2005-08-11 [Beyond the Surface]: Yeah....o.o

2005-08-11 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ....<<.>>

2005-08-13 [Kurai Tenma]: lol.

2005-08-13 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ...*sighs*...

2005-08-14 [Kurai Tenma]: hmm?

2005-08-14 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ...nothing...I can't talk about it right now...*holds close to you*

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: whatever you say Hun

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *sighs softly* why must life suck? *don't answer that*

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: need to talk?

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ......do you really wanna listen to a little girl complain selfishly because her life isn't meeting her satafactory, when hundreds and thousands of ppl out there have an even worse life than hers?

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: try me.

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *sighs painfully at the floor*...first of all...I'm one of the stupidest ppl in the world....

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: nah.

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: no, trust me, I am. If I wasn't ....it wouldn't...have happened

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: message me about it if you'd rather.

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *nods*

2005-08-21 [Kurai Tenma]: w/e works.

2005-08-21 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *nod*